CURIOSITY

Counting down to one, swelter in the sun

But with you, it don't feel so bad

Even after months, now we're nearly done

But release makes it all so sad

I still taste your lips, pressure on my hips

Feel your hand so small in mine

I already miss being breathless when we kiss

And I think I've lost my mind

Curiosity got the best of me

Now I'm here singing to myself

All my fantasies and all my wildest dreams

Put away on the highest shelf

I can feel the rust, desert, and the dust

Eat away at this heart of mine

Engines all combust, doubting who to trust

Going bust and I'm going blind

And she says “Darling, there's so little of you left.”

I try to tell myself it's for the best

But I can't find a heartbeat in my own damn chest

And try, try, try as I might not, I won't forget